Another day in Paradise - Friday 10 December 2010

Woke up feeling unsettled so I went into Pam's around 9.00 am and had a chat with her. By that time i had already spoken to Carol and we had decided to meet for lunch.

Le-Anne seemed fairly apprehensive regarding the pregnancy and the way that James had reacted to the news.

Met Carol for lunch and showed her the letter from the solicitor. She agreed that it all seemed ok and thought i should instigate proceedings straight away but I said no because the letter would go out before Christmas and I just want a peaceful Christmas and it wouldn't be if Alan got a letter. Although he would most probably ask why i did it without consulting him. So I have decided in January would be the best time for the first letter.

I also have decided that i think it would be better for me to buy and older place in Glen Waverley or Mount Waverley and have it demolished and build a new home rather than go into a renovated property that way I will have land around me and I think now I am best to buy a 4 bedroom place which would give me enough room for every one ie me, leh, baby, office and dog.

Pam came over when I got back from lunch and we had a good chat.

Le-Anne came home at 5.20 and then James arrived just before 6.00. I think he is in shock but said that he wouldn't let Le-Anne down and would stay with her but I think Leh would be happier if they got married but I don't think that is going to happen so I have already told her that I will support her to the best of my ability. The first 5 years would be the hardest and I'm here so we will work it out. We (me and leh) touched on the thought of termination of pregnancy but she doesn't feel that is an option because you don't know what can happen and that she may never be able to have other children, I agreed with her, I would never have been able to do that.

I also rang Ian in Sydney and we had a great chat and a good laugh. Although we did have a laugh Ian still thinks I'm being to kind to Alan but unfortunately for me I just can't get nasty. I can think a lot but just don't say it. Doesn't make any difference anyhow because he's gone and that's about it....

Then about an hour ago I received a text message from Alan saying he would be here from 1.00 pm to 5.00 pm tomorrow if that was convenient. Must be me because I clearly said i would wanted him to email me!
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