Time slowly passes

Its 3 weeks today that Alan left me for a woman he went out with 50 years ago. He said that for the past 15 years he's been hoping that i would find someone and leave him, and of course this didn't happen because I have loved him dearly since we meet in 1969. He also said that i had become boring, and then told me that Gilly said he could move in with her so he did and I have only seen him a few times since and each time I have found it most distressing but now I think I am feeling better and from now on I will make sure I'm not here when he comes out to do think.

I have also contacted the Trademark people and I can have the Easy T trademark transferred to my name and this is also a good thing because after this property is sold at this stage i do not intend seeing him again and hopefully will be able to move on with my life.

Firstly I will advertise the Easy T and get that going. I will also contact a couple of book editors that i know and have my book "Bubbles on the Road" edited and try and have it published - now that would be exciting.

Then I think I will try and see what I can do about Agnes Buntine. I think a documentary about her would be fantastic but I'll have to wait and see.

Carol and Janette have told me in the past week that they will not let me fall in a heap because not only do I have them I have at least another 11 people that are giving me total support and I am very grateful for that.

I have also thought that perhaps I don't need to live in this area at all and that perhaps Burwood wouldn't be a bad area as that is close to my friends., and as at this time who would know where Le-Anne will end up and I also know that she is an adult and doesn't need to be on my backdoor step for the rest of her life so that's why I'm thinking being close to my friends is a good option.

Last night I had my best nights sleep and feel much better for it. I'm also just about to to out for the day with Carol and that will be a bit of fun.

So all in all perhaps my life will be ok in the long run just need to sell all of this and get a place where the dog and i can live :-)

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