As time goes by ...

From my last posting of which I can't at this time remember the date I thought I was going quite well.

I didn't cry on the 26 or 27 of November and right up until 8.00 on the Sunday i was fine and then I fell into a heap. It took Le-Anne over an hour to settle me down and then I was totally exhausted.

I should add that on 26.11.10 i went to Janette's for the evening and that was nice and then on the Saturday I went to Carol's and we spent the day travelling this way and that and it was also very enjoyable, although I was pretty tired at the end of the day. during the evening I watched the state election on TV and the labor party lost so now we have a liberal government after 11.5 years so now everyone is hopeful that life will become better once again.

Yesterday was ok until around 9.00 pm and I fell into another heap this time tough i rang Carol and spoke to her for an hour and a half and then once again i was exhausted and had a shower and went to bed.

Yesterday I also arranged for a burial spot for Mum at Bunurung Cemetery and I think I have chosen a nice spot. The plaque will be like a book and on one side it will be about Mum and
Graham and on the other it will be blank until I go.

Today I'm feeling very flat and am not sure what to do, although I have cut the grass around the emu pen at the back because I think its going to be pretty snaky this year and I'm not that keen on being bitten by a snake and I certainly don't want Cooper to be bitten either.

When I was with Janette she suggested that instead of moving down towards the bay that I should move up closer to where my friends are ie Carol, Le-Anne and Janette. I've now thought about this for a few days and I think its a good idea but will wait until Carol and I see a solicitor on Friday and then fingers crossed I'll find out if Gatcum Court is mine or if I have to share it will Alan.
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